Inertia and rejuvenation…

by Kairos on January 1, 2010

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3420551240_4f96daef3eI certainly did not intend for this blog to lay dormant for six months, but that happens sometimes. Life just…happens: kids continue to grow older at a fixed rate (though it has seemed so much faster than normal lately); the rhythms of pastoring and partnering may ebb and flow but they do so continuously, and each have needed time and attention.

But here we are, at the beginning of 2010. It has been a somewhat stressful and rocky end of the decade in some ways, but there is much to look forward to. The kids will turn 4 in August. I’ll celebrate my 11th wedding anniversary with my incredible wife in July. I’ve been given the honor of holding the office of Moderator of Heartland Presbytery, which officially begins today (though the installation is in February). Who knows what other transitions are in store.

Some have already begun. For two months I’ve been rising early for regular exercise (didn’t even need the excess of the holidays to push me there!), and that has been a wonderful change. May your 2010 be full of joy and promise.

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mourning.jpgAbortion is a tremendously difficult subject to write about, particularly in an irenic tone and with care and compassion for those who have heartfelt feelings about it.

To put my cards on the table: I’m pro-choice, in that I recognize the complexity of the intersection here of women’s health, reproductive rights and freedoms, moral argumentation over the relative weight of scientific understanding of conception, gestation, “viability,” and medical advances (and the great grey area between “maybe viable” and “likely viable” depending on a host of factors) and differing faith views of the status of a fetus at differing times during a pregnancy.

I understand that, to some, a developing fetus has similar moral status as a living human being does from birth, and that to willfully terminate (all things being equal) a pregnancy is tantamount to murder. I get and respect the decision of those who hold this view to work against what they see as murder, insofar as it is respectful of the rights of others, calm and thoughtful, and within the law.

To others, there is not a similar equivalence in a moral sense between a newborn child and a gestating fetus (and in fact there are widely different opinions on the matter when you ask about it from fertilization to implantation to various stages along the way). In such cases, the moral calculus is generally not as clear cut, and many, many factors become part of the decision about whether to pursue an abortion. The history of the discussion goes deep when one looks at the legal, ethical, scientific and theological record.

In short, there is far more than enough in this debate to mount a credible argument for the latter: that women and families ought to be able to make such decisions for themselves, as part of their own health care decisions, in conjunction with their own faith and moral commitments, and respect for women as competent moral decision-makers.

This is, in fact, generally in line with the current position statements of the Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) on abortion, though there is considerable debate and dissension from these statements–which have been a major part of recent cultural debates and schisms in our fair denomination.

I’m writing this after reading news today that the Wichita clinic once operated by murdered Dr. George Tiller, Women’s Health Care Services, will be closing for good. This means that people in Wichita who need abortion services will need to drive up to the Kansas City area for them, and that those who intend to pursue the relatively rare abortion after the first trimester (for more info, see this from the Guttmacher institute), and particularly in later stages of pregnancy, will need to find one of the two or so other doctors in the country willing to talk with them about it.

In an ideal world, abortions would be rarer than they are today. I’m on board with serious efforts to increase access to contraception, sex education, adoption efforts, and so on. I’m against tactics and laws that argue that increased barriers or access to abortion services (waiting periods, forced ultrasounds or literature, etc) will reduce abortions; these tend to render already difficult decisions more difficult and painful to make.

Generally, though, what strikes me is that Tiller’s work providing later term abortions was for women who really wanted children, but who faced horrible decisions because of major medical problems during their pregnancy. In many cases, it seems, these late term abortions enabled those who received them to get pregnant again and to have children later. That these women actually want children is generally true of those who actually have later term abortions: those who receive them don’t decide after a while that this pregnancy thing or parenting thing is not for them; they typically face a grueling decision after their hopes and dreams for a healthy delivery run smack into real world problems.

If you doubt this, read through some of the anecdotes Andrew Sullivan has been publishing over at his blog The Daily Dish. Not all of these posts I link to below exactly fit the above, but all of them add context to the complexity of such matters for women and their families. A good summary of Sullivan’s posts is provided by Kate Dailey over at the Newsweek blog The Human Condition, but some of the anecdots and reader responses are here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, and here. (In reverse chronological order of posting. I think I got them all; hard to say).

Even if you don’t doubt this, read through them. They’re a reminder, to me, of how these matters are not black and white for people, how people agonize over such things, and how we ought to protect and support them in their decision making on this. I’m in favor of keeping abortion “safe, legal, and rare,” and in keeping later term abortions available in cases of danger to the life and health of the mother, or when there is little likelihood that bringing the pregnancy to term will enable the child to survive.

I mourn Dr. Tiller’s death. I mourn the closing of his clinic. I hurt for the women and the couples who are faced with these grueling, life-altering decisions. I pray God’s mercy and grace for all of us.

Update, June 10: So long as I see them, I’ll add additional entries in this series. Such as this one on Holoprosencephaly. Or this one on Marfan Syndrome.

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Torture is Wrong…

by Kairos on May 7, 2009

in ethics,Torture

When this blog was more active back in 2006 and 2007, I devoted several posts to the shame that was to come: the wider admission that we as a people engaged in systematic torture of those in our care, the damage that would cause to our international reputation and our collective psyche, and the need for us to both stand up against torture done in our name and to come to some form of justice/reconciliation about what we have done. I’ve been particularly grateful, and continue to be, for the work Andrew Sullivan has done on this topic over at his Daily Dish blog.

News has come out in the past few weeks that keeps this issue before us. It was revealed that Khalid Sheikh Mohammed was subjected to waterboarding one hundred and eighty three times, begging the question of both the efficacy of the technique and the intended goal–as if torturing someone that much would yield better information that other (non torturous)  methods. And US News reported on a Pew poll that reveals a substantial number of people who self-identify as Christians–mainly Evangelicals and Catholics–think torture is justified in many instances. Only a slight majority of mainline protestants think it ought “rarely” or “never” be implemented.

Kevin Drum last week offered what I think to be a terrific summary rejoinder to the debate lately about the utility of torture–the idea that maybe we ought support the possibility of torturing a suspect if there is a ticking-time-bomb scenerio, or to extract certain vital intelligence. Not good blogging practice, but I want to reprint his post in its entirety. He’s right:

Christopher Orr weighs in with a utilitarian argument about why torture is bad:

When a group of combatants are badly outnumbered, or surrounded, or otherwise very, very unlikely to win a conflict, they have a considerable incentive to surrender — but only if they believe they will subsequently be treated with mercy. That is why individuals, and nations, surrender. The humane treatment of surrendered captives, therefore, is a crucial — arguably the crucial — understanding between adversaries if their conflict is to end in any way other than with the wholesale slaughter of the losers.

If arguments like this persuade anyone, I’m all for them.  Any port in a storm.  But ultimately these exercises in logic chopping never work.  Is torture OK against an enemy that refuses to give up?  Is torture OK in a non-combat setting?  Is torture OK if you somehow convince yourself that it will save the lives of your enemy in the long run by ending the war sooner?  In the end, you can always chop the logic a little bit finer if you’re minded to.  It just doesn’t work.

I don’t have either the vocabulary or the literary sensibility to explain with any eloquence why I oppose torture, so I usually stay out of conversations like this.  Besides, they depress the hell out of me.  But for the record, it goes something like this.

I don’t care about the Geneva Conventions or U.S. law.  I don’t care about the difference between torture and “harsh treatment.”  I don’t care about the difference between uniformed combatants and terrorists.  I don’t care whether it “works.”  I oppose torture regardless of the current state of the law; I oppose even moderate abuse of helpless detainees; I oppose abuse of criminal suspects and religious heretics as much as I oppose it during wartime; and I oppose it even if it produces useful information.

The whole point of civilization is as much moral advancement as it is physical and technological advancement.  But that moral progress comes slowly and very, very tenuously.  In the United States alone, it took centuries to decide that slavery was evil, that children shouldn’t be allowed to work 12-hour days on power looms, and that police shouldn’t be allowed to beat confessions out of suspects.

On other things there’s no consensus yet.  Like it or not, we still make war, and so does the rest of the world.  But at least until recently, there was a consensus that torture is wrong.  Full stop.  It was the practice of tyrants and barbarians.  But like all moral progress, the consensus on torture is tenuous, and the only way to hold on to it — the only way to expand it — is by insisting absolutely and without exception that we not allow ourselves to backslide.  Human nature being what it is — savage, vengeful, and tribal — the temptations are just too great.  Small exceptions will inevitably grow into big ones, big ones into routine ones, and the progress of centuries is undone in an eyeblink.

Somebody else could explain this better than me.  But the consensus against torture is one of our civilization’s few unqualified moral advances, and it’s a consensus won only after centuries of horror and brutality.  We just can’t lose it.

The Christian moral vision suggests that we always treat others as we want to be treated–even if they are criminals in our jails or terrorists in our care. It suggests that we never lose sight that these are human beings, who bear too the imago dei. It suggests that the danger to our own souls for engaging in acts like torture is also great.

Our action to make our nation, and the world, safe from those who would want to harm us is important and vital. But we can’t abandon our principles in the process…

Update (5/7/09): Not two hours after I posted the above, I came across two additional, important comments to the above. One is Andrew Sullivan’s blog post “Inhuman” which outlines well how torture dehumanizes the torturer, and then this post from Diana Butler Bass over at her Beliefnet blog on why it might be that mainline protestants seem to be on the leading edge of this particular moral issue.

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I recently posted on my twitter feed about this, but for my money, two of the best bloggers writing about the intersection of faith, culture, the Presbyterian Church (USA), and authentic living are Carol Howard Merritt at Tribal Church and Jan Edmiston at A Church for Starving Artists. I’ve mentioned the latter here before, and both continue to be pushing important issues forward through their reflections on their respective blogs. I’m constantly finding their posts thought provoking, regardless of whether we’d agree on every point (we wouldn’t, but we would on many).

I think its important to hear what they have to say, so I wanted to highlight it. Check out their blogs. A few interesting posts of late:

@A church for starving artists:

  • Never Been Kissed: on the Susan Boyle phenomenon and what it says about us spiritually.
  • ISO Edgy Interim Pastors: on what makes for a good interim pastorate, what makes for a crappy one, and how to tell the difference, plus a plea to the church to get to work on improving this important ministry.
  • Sabbatical as Worship: well, just read it; on what is cringeworthy about “contemporary worship” and expanding our ideas of what worship is to go beyond Sunday morning at 11am (or whatever)…

@Tribal Church

In the meantime, buy and read Carol’s book and get ready for both her next one and the one Jan is wrapping up. It will be worth it to spend some time with these really wonderful thinkers…

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Summary of Heartland’s Called Meeting on Amendments

March 9, 2009

I wish I had started this on Saturday, because I’m already losing some of the detail to the corners of my mind that memory has abandoned. Demands of a full Sunday and sick toddlers, though, trump blogging. On Saturday, Heartland Presbytery met in a called meeting to consider proposed amendments to the shared polity that [...]

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On prayer and partisan identity…

December 9, 2008

This was an interesting find today. Kevin Drum, over at his blog on Mother Jones, offers us this graph, adapted from a post on a website called Secular Right, showing the frequency of prayer plotted against strength of partisanship: Drum comments: The data is from the General Social Survey. Apparently, strong political partisans also tend [...]

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Yay MBCC…

December 9, 2008

So, so pleased for Mission Bay Community Church in San Francisco. This is the New Church Development community where Bruce Reyes-Chow, current moderator of the 218th general assembly of the PC(USA), is pastor. This Sunday, MBCC will officially become a PC(USA) congregation. Here is their video invitation: Very cool! I wish I could be there [...]

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Advent Consipracy…

November 23, 2008

Can’t improve it, so re-posting from my friend Landon in its entirety: Check it out. You won’t be sorry. (h/t Tim) Youtube link here. My church has made Living Waters for the World a major mission emphasis this year. Looking forward to doing some good there… Crossposted over at roeminations.

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